I constantly go between being extremely anxious about all the things I have to do and literally not giving a shit. There is no in between, and it’s so exhausting and frustrating.


'Ik speur niet langer naar de kleur van de duisternis. Ik spits niet langer mijn oren om de echo van de stilte op te vangen.'

'Waarover ik praat als ik over hardlopen praat' - Haruki Murakami - 2007 - p. 156.

"We’re in totally different locations. You’re at an awards show, saying ‘Lovely to meet you. We’re in a show together, apparently. You’re really good!’"

"Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time. The only way to fail at life is to abstain."
Johanna de Silentio  (via citys-imple)
"I am better than I was.
I will be better than I am."
(140/365) by (DS)